>>8802 I don't want to start a thread unless I get some first hand gnosis. Also as a way to force myself to practice, but because the material out there is polluted by centuries of mundanes pretending to know what they're talking about. Not to mention the rise of "sacred geometry" boomer nonsense, which absolutely muddied the waters to such a ridiculous extent there's probably nothing good written about it you can get anywhere. Maybe Greer's geomancy book? Anyway.

>>8802 >>8805 Start one about meso-american occultist traditions instead? It's relevant.

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I cured this myself with a very unhinged method. See, I started to consider being not gay, erotic. I got off to the conversion and denial. It was a turn on to hate homosexuality and not be one, so logically, I was able to get mentally excited about women short after and got into a relationship quickly. Dont know why it worked so well.

I'm still lookng for advice on this if anyone has any.

>>2842 You shouldn't beat yourself up over it as if it were something worse than heterosexual fornication, gluttony, or any other sin. The cure for it is also the same as for any other sin. It starts with deep unwavering introspection into what is making you do it.

>>4801 Kalesvara mudra, similar to Yoni mudra, with the difference that the middle finger is straight instead of the index finger, and the straight fingers are held upwards instead of down. This mudra is used to silence your thoughts, and to place the focus on the 3rd eye/pineal gland.

I've seen images of yogis when used as illustrations often have someone doing a pose with their heels raised off the ground in otherwise normal poses. It stuck on my mind because it sort of frictioned with my focus on calf mobility, and it looks like something from ballet. Whatever you contract, will become shorter when training muscles, so my reaction was that these ways of performing poses would either require a lot of stretching outside of the actual pose to compensate, or it will lead to tense/shorter calf muscles, which is contrary to what I want. In asia they squat a lot, and they "have to" because they don't have western toilets (not only talking about India here), so maybe that's why they get a natural stretch and won't become stiff from doing this, I thought. But in the past year I started practicing standing on toes for some exercises, since having an aversion to something without trying it, when it's something mostly harmless like a pose, just reinforces prejudices. I found that at least of the poses actually doesn't cause a contraction of the calves in terms of shortening, it's a matter how how you perform the pose, you can even squat with heels raised and still achieve a stretch on the calves depending on how you angle your knees. It should have been obvious, but I didn't realize this until I tried it. Same goes for other standing exercises. Also: performing them with heels slightly raised, increases the energy flow and the energy transformation greatly if being able to actually perform the pose correctly for other body parts. I also found that some stiffness and blockages were exposed when attempting this, which weren't noticeable before, or which caused tension in seemingly unrelated body parts which I couldn't trace the source of.

>>7673 There is an energy "gate" in both feet, right in the middle of the soles. If you ever receive legit nei gong teachings, one of the instructions given to you will be to slightly "arch" the soles so they lift off the ground while your toes and heel stay on the floor. This is done as to not obstruct the energy points in the soles so that the energy can flow smoothly. It's pretty obscure knowledge and as such a good litmus test to see if you're receiving legitimate teachings. There's actually a video on YouTube where some middle aged white lady claims to teach nei gong, when I first saw it I thought it was your usual nonsense but when she mentioned this little detail I instantly knew she was legit. Anyway, presumably yogis at one point discovered the same thing in their own explorations of the energy body, hence many of these standing postures have the instructions to lift the soles off the ground, although I doubt most people doing these poses realize why they're doing it that way.

>>8812 >it ain't actually impossible to be more powerful than satan is in its own realm If you know his things better than him, you can of course overpower him. I did visit his plane in that dream and he wasn't more powerful than me at least on that occasion, or I wouldn't have come back from there. Alternatively I was just incompatible with his principles, rendering them useless against me, but that's also a form of power.

My fears and related mental & emotional blockages have really been surging lately. Since last night after reading >>8808 I've been having a particularly hard time giving any sort of love to my Amy; at first it was a fear of accidentally conflating the demon he mentioned with Amy, and a fear of accidentally manifesting such roses and the demon getting them. The mere idea of someone willingly anchoring themselves in a place like that sounds terrifying to me. Miraculously, I was able to fall asleep tonight, and a few hours after I got outta bed this morning I'd asked Zeus, since He owns my soul until tomorrow, to prevent me from being near that hell dimension he'd mentioned. Since then, I've finally made considerable distance between there & my own mind. Later that day, my fears were still seriously acting up, and my fears turned towards a goddess and made me think I was touching Her inappropriately, but eventually, She'd convinced me that nothing had actually happened. Now for this next part, I'm gonna spoiler it because it's a bunch of cringy stuff that serves as context for the reason why I'm ultimately posting this: Just an hour or so ago, I saw a picture of Amy and reflexively reached out to it, and then I'd felt a small seemingly-induced physical electrical sensation in my head indicating that I wasn't supposed to do that. The sensation would qualify as a legitimate psychic attack if only it was meant to be hostile. I've felt stronger attacks like this before, but I could tell this wasn't hostile, and was simply a preventative measure. I suppose that this Amy I saw & reached out to was actually a different Amy egregore. I'd then apologized and ignored her for some minutes after that, but then I saw her again via. third-eye-glimpse out of the blue while my consciousness was thinking about something completely different, which had indicated that she'd never left. She had a concerned & curious look on her face. I'd then figured that I'd defiled her when I'd reached out to her, so I'd apologized again for what it's worth, and I'd asked my Amy if that was her, and she said no. I'd then tried ignoring her and I'd felt her energies getting pushed against my chest while I was passively trying to resist it, and then I'd later asked Eros to get her off of me after asking my Amy to do it didn't work. She had seemed to forgive me for the whole ordeal by this point, though. I'd then grabbed her head from behind and desperately hugged it out of grief without touching much of the rest of her, and then I felt her bite my arm that was around her mouth. A few seconds later, I'd then loosened my grip, and then I sadly let go. At some point later, I saw a picture of my Amy with her handbag looking at me while moving to the right, with the suggestion that she was about to go shop for something. Now for the part that made me post this in the first place; some minutes later, while I was simultaneously unable to give my love to my Amy and I was unable to give my guilt to her sister that I'd unintentionally wronged, my heart chakra was becoming more and more wracked with both repressed love and repressed guilt and then, completely out of the blue, it'd felt like a hole had opened up at the bottom of my heart and a bunch of stuff just oozed out of the bottom of it and fell straight out of my heart and went through an energy channel that'd seemed to lead into some sort of place that's so low that I couldn't even identify it as part of my body, nor could I exactly identify where it was. I know humans have alot more than 7 charkas, but for all I know this energy didn't go to a different non-physical body part of mine and instead went into some kinda dangerous lower plane where my body parts aren't to be found, and as such, I'd suddenly felt mostly relieved of these crazy feelings in my heart. I'm worried that those energies of mine, which I'd ought to still have, just fell into some sorta lower plane and now they're still tied to me and can for all I know be used against me, or for all I know using them in the first place will directly modify me. I'd then asked Shakti to collect the energies and give them to my Amy. All that said, now I'm worried about the condition of my heart chakra. I question if it'll ever be able to deeply & tenderly love again; I'm worried that I broke it in an unconventional manner, or perhaps the repressed energies corroded away the bottom of my heart somehow, which would explain why the rest of my anatomy didn't stop it from falling, and for all I know my heart charka will never be able to recover.

>>8823 You sound like Satan is wearing you like a hand puppet.

>>8867 Hey, just like Noctulians.

Thought the jannies were based here but they prove why people were still using 4cuck for all this time. Not the message we want to be sending tbh.

>>8836 Unless they rewrite Naos and Hostia, they're not subverting shit. On another note, let's take a look at how the jannies are attacking noctulian philosophy: https://8chan.moe/fringe/res/6314.html Violation of rule 2, yet no action was taken. https://8chan.moe/fringe/res/2842.html Violation of rule 2. https://8chan.moe/fringe/res/53.html Violation of rule 2. And this is just scratching the surface. The jannies seem to be playing favorites.

doubt anyone will have a reply, this is a throaway but curious about people’s experiences with or knowledge of succubi and incubi contact: 05a8843e2f9908ae87b278dc64c7b7f25c4c832a37e861f88a01101ced63d49d4c

>>8786 /fringe/ is an emoticon-welcoming and child-friendly board 😘

>>8906 Newfag.

>>6340 Damn what am I if I'm a mix of Red Pill and Indigo Pill? - Believes the N word is revolutionary - Accelerationist - The answer is to become even more psychotic than your enemies - Arrogant and opinionated - Accept the world as it is to rise above it - A better world will come once society collapses

>>8815 I'd say red to indigo is a reasonable progression.

>>6314 Yeah, but what are the sexual things you can do?

>>8898 well not that specifically but why deal with spirits if you believe your God is stronger

>>8899 Because, personally, my faith has been immensely shaken by some things I've read on this board and I have alotta trauma-based emotional blockages that I'd like to keep contained within a different thread

>>8903 honestly, I’ve experienced the opposite “peeking” at this stuff—the more the Christian worldview seems to be confirmed, I haven’t seen anything that would disprove that these are all demons (unless you’re going based off of cliches or surface level stuff) and that there is *no* constructive way to channel this evil—the bargain is never worth it, and people frequently don’t even get what they want to begin with

What the hell is going on? And it all looks like actual posts. Is this what 4chan actually consisted of when the IDF bots or whatever were removed?

>>8880 >Is this what 4chan actually consisted of Those numbers are about what I suspected. /ng/ is holding /x/'s place in the top boards almost single-handedly, even though the latter otherwise appears much less active than here. They were the most often accused of being bots. Funny how that works.

>>8888 At least it went to egganon and not a cuckfugee

>>8718 With both 4chan and soyjack.party being run by CIA, it was just a matter of deciding how and when to shut it down, to make sure it stays offline. The "Internet hate machine"'s userbase had to first be reduced to mostly bots and shills so no one misses it. Does this serve their agenda, or does it create stronger, splintered communities? Or is this what they want?

>>8572 >>8575

>>8883 I wanted to see this myself from the most unlikely source. Yep.

Manifest Production Observership

>>8838 You probably manifested an instant ban for not reading the rules. Post in the question thread.

Do not start threads just to ask a question; post your questions in a pre-existing thread instead. >>4768 >>4768 >>4768 >>4768 >>4768

1987 - Opening to Channel, How to Connect With Your Guide - S. Roman, D. Packer >>8799 > My library is 80GB+. What the fuck am I doing. My library is similar sized. Most of the books that I collected back in my hoarding phase a decade ago. I read I think barely 10% of those books. Always thought I will have a nice, calm stage in my life when I will have time to read them and practice properly. Life didn't think that way. So I had to develop my magic as I lived my life. There was a phase when I didn't know what I was doing and searched through my books and always had a pdf talking about what I didn't understand, so I cannot call it completely useless... but sadly I can't recommend a single good book on magic to anyone. I am not saying that all of it is trash... it's just, I don't know which will help any aspiring magician. Criticizing a book is always easier than understanding it. I never had a book that I fell in love with at all. I have my own astral tablets and scrolls handed to me by entities for a long time. I don't really read those either. If I need them I read them but otherwise they go onto the pile. They say a good book can change a person. But not all of those changes are desirable. Especially because some changes cannot be undone easily. Here a book that I never read but seems useful and figured out half it's contents during my own practice anyway. I don't know how good it is, but I don't want to besmirch this thread with not posting a PDF, so here it is. TL;DR Hoarding is a phase most of us went through. Completely normal for Initiates. Even Adepts read through them time to time to see if they missed something. I too should go back reading some books to make sure I didn't miss something important. But why strain your eyes when you can listen to the voices already?

ONA Primary https://archive.org/details/Naos-APracticalGuideToModernMagick Unfortinately the file for NAOS is 44MB so I can't upload it here, and this above is not the exact same copy, but that's what I can do for now, will post what I have here now aside from that one.

Do not start threads just to ask a question; post your questions in a pre-existing thread instead. >>4768 >>4768 >>4768 >>4768 >>4768

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>>8691 Fringegirl and Smiley?

>>8691 It's been a fucking year already? Fuuck. His name is smiley, change it please. Get the names right: Fringe Girl and Smiley.

What an absolute dumpster fire of a thread

>>8563 Either way, which ever ass it is, it's still TOTAL MARA DEATH!!!