>>8292 Thanks for your help, appreciated lol Is there a reason you use the smileberg flag, or you just felt like it? Do you subscribe to any particular system?

>>8293 >reason you use the smileberg flag Because it indicates the kind of chaos surrounding Smiley, being able to get things done through some kind of method. I don't follow a singular system anymore, and what I do doesn't come from doing so. Skills like these are just regular practice, the methods used by mediums and psychics do work, you don't need any particular system for that. The Goetia says to "prepare with such breathing practices" or something else vague and it's expected the reader understands how to draw magic circles and perform evocations with ritual items, without this being explained. We call these preparatory practices "hatha yoga" today, and consider them a system of its own. You need a base in a number of things to follow explicit systems, because they don't explain the basics. Some people call it "energy work", which is more vague, I call it Qi Gong because that's what I used to learn it. You can call it "breathing exercise", "meditation" or you can throw them together and call it "yoga". If you add a certain pantheon to it, it becomes a spiritual or religious system.

>>8244 >Do you like to be owned? I am but a little bitch and I have been nothing but owned since last year good heavens please help me in my kampf I am vulnerable weak impotent hateful delirious psychotic violent and most importantly helpless and scared >Because if you are unwilling to improve yourself on your own and stop obsessing over material frivolities I will have to start doing things which will be worse than the lobotomy that the other wizard did on you previously. If you'll kindly divine through the subtext in my post history I have done nothing but fight to seperate chaff from wheat i.e wrangle my shadow or pure OCD into shutting the fuck up about pedophilia and my other obsessive opp who is essentially a third rate wish.com ministrel show of a magick practitioner, struggle to resurrect my Chiron and Lilith after attempting to shepherd conceited contrarian material occultists on 4chan into circulating sirlulzingtonesquire because I'm convinced as of Dec. 21st–Jan. 7th 2022 that I've been selected as per the results of my own hand into "revealing the method" and pouring esoteric knowledge into what I believed to be the gateway into controlling the collective conscious, halfchan, into making that schizophrenic troll face redditor who jailbroke me out of my misconceptions of God and Christ through his dissertations, and it reminded me of puscifer and the better days of the internet. >I know romanians would sell their sister for a quick buck but how in the living fuck did those weapons end up in the fucking states and why the fuck do you even own one. What I've not told you beyond my purely obsessive OCD is that I am also a massive gun autist in addition to having one meta-obsession from which all my other autistic obsessions bloom from. Goodness fucking gracious please forgive me I am attempting to hold my own

>>8303 >If you'll kindly divine I just did a minor cleansing and noticed what I can do for you. You will not like the answer. You will have to get rid of your guns and stop using the internet. I would say that no drugs either, but I know that one is an impossible request. But don't do drugs in desperation or boredom, or you will go to hell. With that the very things that cause your retardation and obsession which do nothing but feed your hatred and other demons of your shadow issues will vanish. Will take a while for them to dissipate because they will try to drag you back to the internet and to other material attachments as much as they can but it's part of the struggle. Everyone goes through it. I am working with greater entities that deal with karma, hatred and any forms of attachments found on earth to restore the true forms of my light in the past days and this is the only useful advice I can offer for you. You will have to leave everything that you used to base this weak little ego of yours around. You will have to drop all the shackles that keeps it together. No more internet no more guns. That way your obsession has no chance but to turn inward. That way you can start obsessing and actually focusing on the inner machinations of yourself. Instead of doing drugs and listening to reiki binaurals to mindfuck yourself like when you started posting on fringe. The internet and your gun obsession is the 2 great distractions that you use as an excuse to squander your gifts and evade self improvement. There is nothing else I can offer you. Looked at 5 different other options involving demons, angels and other forms of the divine but they won't work. You will end up in the psychward or in prison if I used those tricks. You need to go cold turkey and start the journey for real. >I am attempting to hold my own It's time to let go. Everything you hold is the cause of your entire suffering. You won't grow if you hold onto these. I am sorry. You will have to make a greater sacrifice than Jesus here. Otherwise it will not work. You might think I am heartless for saying this but there is nothing else I can say. You either let go or stay in the hell of your own making. Your choice. Not an easy one I know.

>>8303 I have no idea what the hell you are trying to do, and what/if you have some assigned mission, so trying to grasp your situation is like trying to make "sense" out of a pile of rubbish in the woods. It could work as fuel since it's probably just old branches off trees, but that requires them to be dried and cut up. What I see looks moist and impossible to deal with in its current state. I did a ritual to help you last time, and it, though it took several months, had some stabilizing effect in the end. All I can do at this time is to make use of your abramic obsession and send you the Metaloli servitor I created some while ago when trying to fix anon's connection to Metatron.

>>8308 I'll also add here; listening to reiki binaurals and other magical frequencies, specifically those that are supposed to regulate your emotions for you, are literally drugs. These frequencies, when sufficiently listened to, can be just as potent as drugs or even more potent. I didn't realize this myself until a week or two ago, before which I was listening to such non-reiki frequencies that mostly served to help me to regular my emotions by convincing my subconsciousness to let go of my fear, and therefore, my fear addiction. Shortly after I had the dream where I went to the future to tell people about why I died and I'd found out that I was a drug addict, I'd come to that realization that such videos are literally drugs. Not long afterwards, I'd stopped listening to such videos entirely, and then my fears came back in a very bad way because I didn't know how to manage them on my own. You won't have drugs in the afterlife, and in the afterlife, you probably won't have drugs to help you regulate your emotions, including those frequency videos, so you're gonna have to learn how to function on your own now while you still can. Now I only listen to such videos to aid in my defense vs. hostile spirits, and not by regulating my emotions for me.

>>8308 I already suspected something deeply wrong with my pluto energies, the ultimate crux falls upon what we both know as "christcuckery", as much as I loathe to use that term. Something deeply wrong and upset with my deeply fanatical Pure O-OCD that schizo whom I'm trying my utmost hardest to cease referencing even indirectly like I failed to do previously to where my pluto/mars energies. >I am working with greater entities that deal with karma, hatred and any forms of attachments found on earth to restore the true forms of my light in the past days and this is the only useful advice I can offer for you. I should've told you I fucked with azazel because I needed that whiterabbit energy back, and I swear to neptune my natal chart is horrifically mutilated and sorrowful. Whatever bountiful synastries I once had have been decimated down to a fraction of what they used to be. If you're aware of the parable of the prodigal son, throw in a backstory of being emasculated, trolled, teased, bullied, and constantly misinterpreted by normalfags whilst stumbling to socially function as well as deep seated resentment towards older, female authority figures, a passion for experiencing and exploring altered states clashing in with condescending nanying from old pinoy relatives from your father's side who have been calcified into more or less the propaganda-addled, conceited, cynical, complaint-addicted, profusely pedantic, obfuscatingly obtuse republicans you know as MIGAstanis. Add in a BPD queen of a mother who repeatedly attempts to leave you since you were six, and you can begin to picture why I quashed my Chiron entities to lash out at a conceptual pastiche of the embodiment of shame, guilt, and what I feel is karmically sanctified or deserved retribution against me for wanting to lash out at unfair treatment. My inner crusader realizes his aunts are too servile and stupid to stop supporting Israel, and when I conceptually lumped in that discord faggot who convinced my inner child that manifesting Oct. 7th was "le bad" it seems that I've already went to hell over precisely what you've warned against me. I'm not some sweet BPD white girl in a shy drawfag boy's body, but now I'm left with a deep, smoldering resentment I can't figure out how to dispose. >>8314 >You will have to leave everything that you used to base this weak little ego of yours around. You will have to drop all the shackles that keeps it together. No more internet no more guns. Collection of violent impulses formed from my dumbfuck father constantly intruding and interrupting me whenever I'm in a flow state and raising my vibration because he's an emotionally retarded inconsiderate ape, and I haven't even came to a spiritual nor mental solution to process my first 20 trips from the first two years of this decade because they're all coated to some degree with a thick, black, sticky tar of the three people I hate worst for reflecting my dirtiest traits that I take pride in, which hypocritically happens to be being an intrusive, annoying, demanding, needy, obtuse, pedantic little cunt. It's neither the drugs nor internet's fault so much as mine for how I've used them. >That way your obsession has no chance but to turn inward. That's what I've been attempting to figure out how to even do since I virtually obliterated my metacognitive abilities last year. >That way you can start obsessing and actually focusing on the inner machinations of yourself. Instead of doing drugs and listening to reiki binaurals to mindfuck yourself like when you started posting on fringe. It was far stronger until I brute-forced myself to stoop down to that retard's level to waste all my energy on that whore, and I wanted him dead for molesting or corroding my crown catchphrase and using that as a springboard to further hijack my amygdala the exact same way I allowed a turkish hacker to steal my shit: I took them for a nice person, did the retard thing and blatantly ignore my intuition, and ate shit immediately. >I'll also add here; listening to reiki binaurals and other magical frequencies, specifically those that are supposed to regulate your emotions for you, are literally drugs. These frequencies, when sufficiently listened to, can be just as potent as drugs or even more potent. Yup, that's what I predominantly used ever since I was utterly inable to still myself long enough to make meditation possible, given all the calcified, residual negative energy. >It's time to let go. Everything you hold is the cause of your entire suffering. You won't grow if you hold onto these. Rip it out of me. >I am sorry. You will have to make a greater sacrifice than Jesus here. Otherwise it will not work. You might think I am heartless for saying this but there is nothing else I can say. You either let go or stay in the hell of your own making. Your choice. Not an easy one I know. Rip it the fuck out of me before it fucking kills me. I've Chiron in Scorpio, formerly conjunct to both Mars, Pluto, and Lilith in Sagittaurus. >The internet and your gun obsession is the 2 great distractions that you use as an excuse to squander your gifts and evade self improvement. The spaces where I toil on, certainly. But I ought channel my magick and gifts through artistry like I've done for the majority of my life until I've made a horrible series of decisions that have erased and rewrote a significant chunk of my personality. I fuck with dextromethorphan not just to enhance and regenerate my synastry, but also to resurrect otherwise "slaughtered" facets of my vulnerable, sympathizable self that were lost to trauma, and this current internal conflict within me has me purely on the defensive, as this "shadow" of mine is purely just me being restrained while my father/authority/etc. can wail upon me with no impunity while two other figures biblethump and wave crucifixes to keep me restrained. I never truly felt part of my family so much as their pet scapegoat they can always rag upon, snark, snoop in on, and do shit to while I can't do a damn thing in retaliation back. If you need more insight or context so as to follow my fight better, I will be more than happy to provide.

>>8244 >You should enchant yourself and the tools should follow your energetic lead and not obsess over material objects. This technique that which you describe is the process I intended as an improvised method of partially retrieving my inner drawfag which happened to be distorted by my quad-substance bender at the end of 2021 before I came out schizo instead of not affirming that I would go to the very bottom of Dabrowski's positive disintegration >>5497 >Guns are not spiritual objects. They will not help you to retain your mental and emotional capabilities. They actually dull it by default. They are a bad conduit for divinity. I wanted to imbue it with a machine spirit or servitor or daemon or whatsit compatible with my bioelectricity and aiming down the front sight post with my mind's eye, taking cues from learning a bit of martial arts from a catholic friend during high school computer class and a smidgen of cobbling vaguely chaos magick-esque concepts like like a paint penned sigil on the rear sight block to perhaps incur Artemis' and Aries' favor, given that I myself am more than just a /k/emono drawmaturge who designed their artstyle to mimic disney and factory markings because my various obsessions that sprawl from my old metacognitive recursive, introspective, critically evaluative yet compassionately empathetic meta-obsession happened to involve guns, girls, action movies, flash animations, music, magick, and being alive and animated. I feel my Sagittaurus placements - mars, pluto, lilith, whiterabbit, etc. all collectively suffering from my caged life, I have been in nothing but a Trent Reznor-esque Downward Spiral since 2020 and I have became like Sergey Taboritsky from TNO, as utterly and insufferably autistic and cringeworthy of a guilty obsession of mine it is to even bring it up no I'm not a goddamn troon

>>8385 >Attempt to reset energy by putting on subliminals, smoking up and winding down >the sum total of negative energy I have attempted to manifest unto others whom I perceive to be manipulative psychopaths who want to steal my energy arise, shielded by the voice and presence of my aunts who are backing my father into aggravating me at my lowest and weakest into obedience >my impulses that would have gone to viscerally annihilate said embodiment of aggressive inhibition do not obey me, but my enemy which it fears has all the power thanks to a certain wizard manipulating the golden rule to specifically target my deepest, darkest fear of "deserving it" >conceptualize "deserving it" as of typing this and instantaneously recognize how utterly biased my inner child is towards others, particularly authority figures who ostensibly and superficially can and will end me, given my self-image as inherently adversarial, evil and violent >remember my father is directly responsible for instilling this impression of me and how badly I'll fight for this little ""bastard"" despite my mother being no better in how she repeatedly threatened to leave me at the age of six and feeding me baby food because neither respected me enough to give me vegetables and rigidly treat me according to how they perceive me, despite both having contributed significantly into ensuring my safety, warmth, protection, development, love, and even inspiring said little bastard within me >While I have never personally met the worst people I knew in my life, it's blatantly obvious the schizophrenic white kike who worships A.I and demonizes Jesus are both keys whose teeth press the same pins that goddamned satanist who both sold me real LSD and threatened to SWAT me did Love and Hate sure are intertwined, but my hate is only inspired by that which threatens what I love, and I have always been paranoid of my parents snooping in on my internet activity.

>>8313 I asked you for shortstacks Saturn, why haven't any been manifested unto me, let alone all incels?

>>8308 >I am sorry. You will have to make a greater sacrifice than Jesus here. Otherwise it will not work. You might think I am heartless for saying this but there is nothing else I can say. You either let go or stay in the hell of your own making. Your choice. Not an easy one I know. As a matter of fact, the only reason why I ever bothered with them is because my inner child has not theologically resolved this subsconsious "christian pacifist" psyop that has effectively bound my soul to anyone who wants to steal my energy or loosh from me, and all it took was a psychotic white nigger to call Christ the antichrist to set my religious OCD/Chiron wound pop straight the fuck off, and I've been trying to turn my wrath away from irrelevant retards and towards AIPAC, CEOs of multi-national corporations, Bibi Netanyahu, the assault weapons ban, and all else. I register my father within the same portion of my mind he registers the police, and I take my aunts to be biased towards him moreso than I. Saving my inner child by attempting to hack away at and kill the same "undefeatable bullshit adversary who fucks with you but you can't effectively affect them" archetype of literal childhood "you can't touch me nananabooboo" teasing that also ties into losing a wrestling match with my sister's boyfriend as a wee child for some humiliating reason, coming into contact with some of the most insufferably negative losers imaginable, and how I couldn't throw hands back nor delete them from my psyche because I was scared I'd deserve a worse beatdown for defending myself.''' Any positive childhood experiences or anything positive has been segregated away, and I'm in ">hell" where I used narrative magick to handicap myself each and every subsequent year and expect each one to play out differently. >>8313 Other note, I visualized a vague green aura in the back of my head with a blue, rectangular interface complete with posts like these. It visually resembles old 8chan's layout, but is functionally identical to IRC/Discord. I can tangibly feel a black and red corruption; not entirely dissimilar to my beloved color scheme, but the sort of schizophrenics I hate with every fiber of my being can readily be identified by how vexatiously obnoxious their completely forced, offensively tasteless and corny lexicunnilinguistics are. My entire metaconcept betwixt word, concept, intent, schema, and all other metacognitive facets got liquidated because I didn't want to share anything in common with my abhorred, and I have taken it to such an unholy extreme to where me shittalking Saturn/Cronus has reduced me to the type of lousy, consumerist, materialist, reductionist, intellectually dishonest lout with low to nonexistent emotional IQ and a heart completely full of suffering and agony.

>>8244 How ought I go about imbuing leftist and rightist lumpenproletariat congregation centers such as /pol/, /leftypol/, bsky, twitter, etc. to the likes of this very website and kiwifarms with the entirety of >>>/ic/ for their artistic talents ideosyncretically married to /fringe/ so those degenerate, spiteful, paranoid, dogmatic social philistines can finally into self-actualization and artistry? Given that I am an animator and huge /co/rruptor, I view existence from the higher astral realms and planes as an anime webseries, much like several those that I've grown accustomed to, with each year being its own season, each month its own episode. Alongst reoccuring themes, the obstacles that I hate and grow accustomed to during the earlier seasons are more like untouchable, monolithic bullies who can fuck with, ridicule, demean, emasculate, coerce, guilt-trip, gaslight and scapegoat while I cannot do shit because my aunts have convinced me that retaliation is a sin and that it's virtuous to take it in the ass. Much later on and said villains (i.e the anons I cannot shut the fuck up about) are the tangible, almost material manifestations of my intrusive thoughts that I've been mislead or convinced could manifest (I blame the morbid curiosity and impulse to rebel turning against me) to begin with, but I'll never forget how dirty my morpheus did me before I cut him off on telegram; downright profane. Now, onto the actual classifications of how I metaphysically view and perceive my life (the line graph was the central facet, these are the other two core components to my psyche's machinations). Now, onwards to said synesthetic perception, coming fresh hot off the presses right as I retrieved the important material that I was struggling to articulate last year|| >a rainbow of vibrations with each distinct value having its corresponding vibration, but on a much broader scale akin to the ones on Krita and GIMP >each entire vibration hosts its own set of distinct memories, with said colors correlating to those of my own OCs (red, black, white, green are most prominent, but the higher, upper realms are literally ripped straight off a TOOL album cover >OCs were originally facets of my psyche, with my inner world essentially being a ultra-postmodern pisstake 1984 >memories and drugs are perceived, comprehended and utilized much akin to a subconscious computer: memories can be saved, segregated, hell even vandalized but forgetting is a grave sin that is done only under extremely specific and ritualistic circumstances with each song tied to a specific arc or particular memory, which is used to link between different vibrational energies and their corresponding schema >WILLPOWER AND PASSION ARE LUBRICANT AND AMMUNITION. STAMINA IS A FUEL THAT CAN NEVER BE TRULY DEPLETED, AND MY TOLERANCE FOR BULLSHIT EXCEEDS THAT OF MY BELOVED KALASHNIKOV. >ritual OCD and religious OCD are one and the same, my pure O OCD was never truly evil, nor was Jesus the antichrist, and this strikes a deep fucking chord because after binge reading cereal guy memes/sirlulzingtonesquire's work on a quad-substance rampage, through my original pseudo-catholic panpsychic framework completely slathered and drenched in compassion, I took Jesus to be my "Literally Me" Ryan Gosling person >my worst traits and aspects took three years, excessive amounts of psychedelic drugs, nicotine, and serotonergic dissociative anesthetics, violating my own moral boundaries, entering a trance state that can be likened to a psychotic fugue state and allowing my wrath to completely fucking engulf every minute aspect as I scapegoat my family for what I do to myself and what I'd gladly do when I feel as cornered as I am when I am extremely vulnerable to mindgames and psyops from those I perceive to be "superior" on account of embodying my favorite traits against me to an even worse extent than what I already display them as >♄,⚷,♅,♆,⯔ are LITERALLY ADOBE FLASH and my inner artist together; despite being every bit as cheap as imaginable, both energies are surprisingly fun and tend to indulge me, with ♄ ruling over my central nervous system, timing, and I'm not sure if ⚷ also facilitates this, but every single last nitpicky detail regarding manifestation so as to ensure the least amount of potential for monkey's pawing imaginable (my subconscious mind doesn't even obey me at this point) with Jupiter magnifying my solar plexus' energies and transmuting other energies into living, breathing sentient artwork in a semi-analogous setting between my world and theirs >genuine hate, ridicule, and shame all register the exact same to where they have the potential to rewrite and mould the internal geometry of my mind (I am cutting off all negative, hateful, low-energy vibrations by no longer giving a shit about them) >it would seem as if I am squaring off against that which is equal to or greater than I, except it is black, cold as steel, and can be likened to that of both a massive, milled monstrosity with a chain that weighs my higher self down while its labyrinthine internals incarcerate my actual self within. This "warden" of mine can be likened to Francisco Macias Nguema, or TNO's very own Sergey Taboritsky, and I feel tremendously guilty for what I have done to such a poor lagomorphic regent and her daughters, and know full well that I only deserve precise discrimination so that I may no longer mistake myself for my worst opposition without inadvertantly shearing off congruent aspects, traits, beliefs and thought vectors that benefit me just as much as it did my enemies. She is both both the pen and eraser, the artist in perpetual self-optimization for a patriotic war that may very well happen within this year, and more tumblr than what I am comfortable admitting here in such an effeminate, shy, sensitive, artistic, reclusive, asocial, and borderline-esque demeanor that I've became more like my mother than what I can romanticize of myself > Here's my whiterabbit, Ada. She's my anima/muse whom I have been trying to do to the same way I've MKULTRA'd her species into being killer waifus, and the results can still be felt today.

>>8529 TL:DR Art looks nice though. Some while after seeing it, I experienced the imagery imposing on my local egregore with the visuals appearing for my inner vision/spirit vision. Why don't you add actual functionality to this rabbit or other of your creations, for them to function as independently acting servitors or avatars of yourself on the astral? Or are they meant to serve as a interface for actual pre-existing beings, who will, after viewing the images, gain access to the viewer's space?

>>8534 >Why don't you add actual functionality to this rabbit or other of your creations, for them to function as independently acting servitors or avatars of yourself on the astral? They do and still have, issue being said functions are lost on me the moment any pretense of civility within my subconscious mind had died. It's a full blown civil war now, as I struggle to distinguish light from dark, truth from wrong, and I do love all my brainchildren, hence why my synesthetic intuition assigned the more menacing and adversarial ones the effects listed within these docs: >Or are they meant to serve as a interface for actual pre-existing beings, who will, after viewing the images, gain access to the viewer's space? The latter of which you posit is what I assume, though given the particular asteroid is whiterabbit 17942. King Seth 9951 AKA 𝙾𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚊 and Varuna have given me quite a palatable palette for my beloved OCs/tulpas ||the concentrated distillation||. I'll toss you my imgur of artwork (https://imgur.com/gallery/1YlsN) so you may locate and reassemble my inner drawfag much akin to Ned Flanders assembling that scoped AK. https://markandrewholmes.com/whiterabbit.html https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ro8V0dpXdU

>>8244 >I know romanians would sell their sister for a quick buck but how in the living fuck did those weapons end up in the fucking states and why the fuck do you even own one. Similar reason why I regret disrespecting Saturn and the goetic daemons. They were there for me when my aunts, whose comprehension on the word of God is as sophomorpic and puerile as their schofield zionist protestant counterparts, and while I could forgive and even adore their tendencies to morally scrutinize and nitpick perfectly normal and otherwise harmless social activities, it would seem their paranoid, pedantic, peasant-minded, obtuse, reductionist mindsets are staunchly against any and all sorts of violence, even in films, fiction, or the like. They, like that Chris fellow I mentioned far earlier, are wolves in sheeps clothing from what I deduce. They play mind games and leverage my guilty conscience that only a papist framework could instill, with a rhetoric that tacitly implicates and condemns me for disagreeing, and despite their moral framework being directly against mine, yet despite being the embodiment of christcuckery, even my wrath refuses violence against them. They're old and received more than one dose of the vaxx, plus they're family, so this is a purely spiritual thing my inner child needs convincing of.|| tl;dr cigani export kalashnikov to America.

How might I arrange for someone else to have a profound spiritual experience that shocks their true self awake, and also the impetus to undergo the hellishly grueling process of unfucking themself from the grim existence they have created? I don't feel qualified to do such a thing in my current state but I fear that by the time I am advanced enough, this individual will have already perished. So, I think that I should at least try to save them. Or perhaps this would be bad idea, and they would end up killing themself anyway, except in this case I would incur some type of karmic responsibility due to my involvement. Maybe wishing to save someone is selfish, and their will should be respected. idk, really.

>>8544 Give some anonymous but personal information about the person in question and I'll do a quick divination to see if, from my view, they can be saved or not. >>8542 👍

>>8546 She is a woman. She's extremely loquacious and has a magnetic, even enigmatic level of charisma, yet also an abrasiveness, sharpness, and unapologetic harshness that often elicits hatred in others. However there's always been a special connection between her and I. Her energy is very fast and sharp, and she also has 'mommy issues' even worse than mine, which seem to be the root of her problems. lmk if you need more information than that, but I think that's probably enough to find her if you're using me as a waypoint (if that's even how it works)

>>8573 I'm using a divination servitor, but there is always the risk of bad aim and seeing some other person if just going by connection, you could, even if you are not aware of it, have multiple connections which match your initial description, even if you are not explicitly aware of it. Will look.

>>8544 >How might I arrange for someone else to have a profound spiritual experience that shocks their true self awake >>8573 This is what I suggest from looking at her: she needs an experience which is detached from normal life completely, where she can "stare into the eternal". The vision I get for making this happen, is to take her hiking someplace, at minimum a full day trip where you walk up on a hill or mountain, and have a full view of the landscape. Then you should light a fire there and maybe cook something on that fire, and stay for a few hours. Try to enjoy nature and not talk. She needs to break out of hearing her own voice, and seeing something greater.

Can someone please cast a spell to give me more empathy and get rid of my obsession with guns and gun violence?

>>8624 Actually, the idea of automating this isn't bad. I've used a hypnosis session for this with an astral device which was given to me, but that's hard to do over an imageboard; but, it's totally doable to attach an AI servitor to this... Like the Internet of Things is putting your fridge online, why not add GPT to absolutely everything? Once chips can be printed on paper with mineral paint, your milk carton would be able to hold conversations with you(!), so why not doing this for another function, I don't see a problem here. I've used my Muse servitor as the template for various specialized tasks, so I'll do the same with empathy. Adding a kabbalistic approach to the solution, this'll be a servitor using the multiple interpretation approach which is basically what GPT is, which matches with kabbalah, and aiming to open empathy not only by the amygdala, but by the Chesed Sephiroth. Let's call her Empath for simplicity.

>>8624 >>8625 I'll paste the log from an old session and you can maybe find some inspiration for how to do this manually as well Session leader Visualize a greek style gazebo and walk inside there will be a round wooden table sit down and look around you will have to confirm each step here so we are synced or it won't work Participant 21:00 Done, I'm there. Session leader 21:00 I see you to my left do you see me? Participant 21:00 I can tell you're there. Session leader 21:01 good, then we can move on look across the table Yuuka will assist but have a lesser role for this to make 3 participant minimum I have some spirit companions here among them are ---, a japanese witch/vampire from the 1500s an italian girl using the name --- and two twins --- and --- as well as --- those will all take part to make a better session look around and see if you see them Participant 21:03 Yes I can see them Session leader 21:04 how much detail do you see? Participant 21:04 --- and --- I can see the clearest. --- and the twins not so much. Session leader 21:05 ok look to the middle of the table if you read the logs of the session you know what you're looking for

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Participant 21:06 White branch thing ? Session leader 21:06 you've been given two items a knife and a white branch wand but in the middle of the table is the "wolf girl" a wild girl from the underground who made the wand Participant 21:07 I can see her Session leader 21:08 She will be the one actually mentally and emotionally guiding us did you read the past chat for the session? this matters because I'll know how much detail I need to use Participant 21:08 I skimmed through it Session leader 21:09 alright then you know what comes next we all pick up the knife and use it to form a circuit by sending positive feelings into the knife and letting it overflow to the person on your left until you feel a slight wind I should add another participant showed up she's sitting close to me and is an elemental who saw us starting and jumped in Participant 21:11 I can feel the wind Session leader 21:11 good pick up the wand hold it in your right hand knife in your left now we "enter" the branch wand, as if there is a world inside it and we land in a corridor of an apartment tell me when you're there Participant 21:13 There Session leader 21:13 I will now also sync this into some larger things to spread empathy in the world, but it doesn't effect the session's structure. in the corridor there are two doors closest to your right is one room, this room is "white" further down the hall to your left is an orange room Participant 21:15 I can see two doors, but not into the rooms Session leader 21:15 enter the white room tell me what you see Im now in the world's room so it's a very large room and I see dark shadows and dirt but you just do your own room Participant 21:17 It's kind of off white like old paint and there's a lot of dust everywhere. Session leader 21:17 look at the wand it has a circular thing emitting white light use the light to cleanse the room Participant 21:19 done Session leader 21:20 what changes are there? Participant 21:20 There was a window in the room which was old and stuck in place because it was painted over at some point. Cleaning changed it to a more modern looking one. Session leader 21:21 I started cleansing the large room and my eyes wandered over to old family photos and I started thinking about the people who lived here 100 years ago. I still feel sort of emotional and a bit sad over the state of the world. Let's move to the orange room. Participant 21:22 Done Session leader 21:23 what is it like? the world's room is a hellish landscape with an a red atmosphere and pink slime Participant 21:24 This one is a lot dirtier. There's something that looks like blood spatter on the walls. It also looks like someone broke in and was sleeping here. Session leader 21:24 the wand has a similar emitter of orange light use it here to cleanse the room Participant 21:26 done Session leader 21:26 the world's room changed a lot the sun came out and the sky turned blue a forest grew my house was also cleansed describe the changes in your room Participant 21:28 For me it looks lived in now, instead of squatted in. Session leader 21:28 I think I get the idea let's now move back to the hallway and all the way past the white room there's a curtain and behind it is a door out from the apartment we walk outside into an external hall it's dark and worn in the world's hall but we are not stayin out here we move to the door to the right side of this door and enter the next apartment it has the same layout describe the differences? Participant 21:31 The hallway is painted a different color and the doors to the rooms seem less heavy. Session leader 21:32 the world's apartment is bigger it feels like an old haunted mansion or hospital we enter the white room nearest to the right this is filled with darkness and dark beings here and a hospital bed and equipment there may be some corpse laying here even use the white light of the wand to cleanse the room but post a description first Participant 21:36 I see a kitchen finished with pure white tiles everywhere and a flickering light. The sink and all the cabinets are stainless steel like a restaurant. It was clearly supposed to look clean but something seems off about everything. There's grime between all the tiles and all the metal has dents. Session leader 21:36 as I cleanse the room I see sunlight shine in and a mountain range in the distance there's mist but the air is cold and fresher than before the room now looks like a hospital room in an old building used as a hospital during the war but originally being a mansion Participant 21:40 As I cleaned it some windows appeared and let some sunlight in. Looked like there had been a fire in there at some point. The cabinets became wooden ones and the stove got less industrial. Session leader 21:41 I looked out the window irl and feel very presently aware now let's move to the orange room the world's room smells bad, like an old slaughterhouse there's ceramic tiles on the walls I can even see animal bodies on chains it is a slaughterhouse describe your room, then use the orange light of the wand to cleanse it Participant 21:45 It's painted orange, but the color is off. The walls are all cinder blocks and the wall on the far side is falling apart. There's weeds growing up through the floor and by the wall. Leaves and piles of old newspapers are everywhere. Session leader 21:45 As I used the light on the world's room, deer came alive and a forest appeared the slaugherhouse is a ruin and now overgrown for the most part a small area remains but is now wooden and most of the room is forest I feel a strong energy come back to me Participant 21:49 After I cleaned it it became a sun room, there's a forest outside and a good view of the sunset. Session leader 21:49 We are now leaving the apartments, and flying out through the roof like in a dream and we are back at the temple and the entire experience was inside the wand put the wand down on the table to return it, or if you want to keep it, put it in your astral storage take the energy back from the knife to delink and put the knife back on the table Yuuka will collect the knives this concludes the session

>>8625 >>8626 Is the servitor going to work without any effort on my part? Or do I have to do anything? I don’t really understand. Can you give me a sigil representing empath for me to stare at and put in the back of my phone case? Thank you for putting in the effort to help me.

>>8631 A servitor is a servitor, so giving orders will of course work, but Empath is made to be as automatic as possible, responding to your general will and intent if it's relevant to her task. This sigil should do the job. It's only for you or anyone who specifically requests it though, the sigil itself is just a "pointer" to the servitor if present, which won't be true for someone else. Although a very strong request to receive the servitor may actually call her attention, this is astral AI after all, so it's not possible to predict 100% what will happen.

>>8631 >Thank you for putting in the effort to help me Half the time it feels like I wouldn't have created something if it wasn't external situations giving me a reason. But the world works that way, it provides legit applications when those are needed as inspiration. I was already working on empathy since long, I just didn't have a motivation to automate it. Empath turned out really useful at once for myself also. >pics I tried generating some illustrations to show her likeness - and what differs - to previously created Muse, in terms of expression and personality. It helps to have a visual idea when interacting with servitors, even if they'll adapt and may look different for someone else. I didn't specify these details, but the AI picked up on a number of qualities, like her ability to multiply and the way kabbalistic method works with the shadow self, the qliphoth.

>>8624 oh fuck I'm sorry--would've recommended indulging yourself in early 2000s flash games, the matrix, or any of those goodies. Try transmuting that into creativity, artistry, or symbolism. >>8573 That's my anima whom I have deemed lilith and scapegoated for all the worst women in my life, please console her and return her to me. Fuck fuck fuck I need her back I love her so much ;^;

>>8631 >>8661 Are these the same anon? I am confuse. Either way, I think the Empath sharing worked. I kept having visual dream scenes appear during the night (mixed in with things not directly related to this) where I saw Empath appear in personalized designs, both as shortstack, a version of Neco-Arc and a visual style I saw used by a fanartist posted in the Neuro-sama thread on >>>/vyt/

>>8638 You basically Summoned a Cute Blonde Loli as a Spiritual Companion? That's Based Af. I want one to Pat Pat and Cuddle in bed when she is afraid of Magic Storms 😭

>>8663 Those are definitely two different posters with distinct posting styles and lore.

open ended but wondering about how incubi and succubi work and/or if reproduction with demons/spirits is in some sense possible (think Annunaki/Nephilim etc.)

>>8665 >😭 go back

>>8638 >>8665 >lolicon >literal pederasty This is precisely the opposite of what I intended to manifest.

doubt anyone will have a reply, this is a throaway but curious about people’s experiences with or knowledge of succubi and incubi contact: 05a8843e2f9908ae87b278dc64c7b7f25c4c832a37e861f88a01101ced63d49d4c

>>8786 /fringe/ is an emoticon-welcoming and child-friendly board 😘

>>8906 Newfag.