who's into this shit? Keeps me occupied. Always fun to see how the photos turned out. I think its kinda dope when they turn out a little fucked up and all abstract.

>>483813 >Black nails You trans?

>>483814 Nah. Just like it for some reason.

This is from the first time I developed black and white film. I totally fucked it up, and the lense I used sucked ass, but the result is fascinating to me.

>>483791 Got through a six pack of pic related, and currently drinking a mix of the Cap with Pepsi Max. Don't even feel like doing anything but shooting the shit with you faggots.

Yeah I fucked it up pretty bad. But I kinda like it though? Anyway, I'm on my second tall boy.

>>483839 ye thats why I'm here. My go to was vodka chased with beer. I'm an honest straight shooter. No bullshit, just the clear solvent solution and a stiff upper lip.

>>483791 Shit, you guys are gonna get me drinking before the official start date of my bender. >>483831 Polished, instagram-tier pics are a dime a dozen. Keep "fucking up." Looks great.

>>483839 Check this shit out though. Fucking manaquins at a flea market. Gave me the creeps.

>>483845 This one is even better. Nice work.

>>483862 Your not wrong, brother! These photos are like me, fucked up.

>>483868 Alright, this ones real fucked up. But it kinda has like a shoe gaze vibe I think. I like it.

>>483867 They had that shit in the flea market? I wonder what made them think putting them there was a good idea. It's a little unsettling.

Any of you boys been locked up in a psych ward before?

>>483884 But it made for a real good photo!

>>483884 I may be paranoid but I am not an android

Heres my teleguard if you wanna talk for a while op JF7TJYJTA Sometimes all you meed is to take something off your chest

>>483885 I've been in the feds locked up with some motherfuckers who should've been in a psych ward. Does that count?

>>483878 Yep, this one is cool too. Happy accidents kick ass.

>>483900 Cool. Swiss encypted chat. Don't feel like installing that. The thing I need to get off my chest is that I'm neurodivergent, I feel like a fucking alien that crash landed on this planet, nothing makes any sense to me, and I'm done. I just want to end it.

>>483909 Sounds like you had it worse than me! And also have some stories.

>>483915 Yeah, added way to much wetting agent and it created this psychedelic early 90s shoe gaze asthetic that I kinda fuck with.

>>483909 How much did your stay cost? Mine was 6,000 dollars. Is it fucked that I was relieved when it was only 6 grand? Yeah in the US if you try to kill yourself, they'll charge you for that. But if you're successful its free!

>>483916 >Neurodivergent You can learn to live with that and find people like u

>>483890 Well, you do have a point there. The photo does look nice and captures a creepy feeling. This photo too >>483895

>>483922 I've been taking pics of super obscure horror films that I find on Tubi. It's been a fun little project.

>>483928 The only people I can relate to are ADHDers, autists, burnouts, and rejects. And reddit can suck my ass. Fucking ADHD sub with a million rules. Its messed up.

>>483930 Yeah, its unsettling. And I like that.

>>483932 >fourth photo That's pretty good; I'm not going to lie; it has a good photo effect.

>>483932 What the fuck. I love it.

cheers bro im having some heinekens

In recovery op, drinking seltzer. Feel the same way but I've decided to go to church and try and sort my shit out. Not trying to proselytize btw but my life is fucked and I can relate. Hope you have a good night op, I hope you can find a way out of your troubles.

>>483943 I've been sober for a long time. I kinda lost it today. Well, no thats not true. I've been loosing it slowly and painfully for months.

>>483917 Well, I personally went through the ordeal with my boipuccy unscathed. It still sucked, don't get me wrong, but I guess what I'm saying is that my experience was relatively mild compared to others who went through that shit. Mostly, I just had to deal with innumerable annoyances and inconveniences, and I saw some shit I'd rather not have seen (for instance, seeing a completely innocent, pacifist, God-fearing man get the absolute shit beat out of him purely because he happened to be a Dominican due to one of his countrymen fucking up his Mexican roommate for being a dick).

>>483946 keep your head up champ no need to feel bad about a few drinks

>>483944 Hey man, no hate. If Gods calling you and you feel thats your path, then go. Its not for me. I grew up in that shit and was traumatized by it. I saw some wild shit. But, I don't want to scare you away. If you have a good thing going, run to it.

>>483941 >>483942 Thanks, I'll post a few more

>>483952 Yeeeah well, the last time I got drunk I tried to kill myself by slicing open my arm. Don't do it, its too expensive.

I had some Guiness and Cuba Libre yesterday, it's like 12:24 in Europe, maybe at 14-15 I will start drinking again

>>483958 i've been slowly drinking more and more since 2020 but i take breaks, usually when i wake up after a few day binge feeling like i'd rather die i quit for a few days then continue again

>>483960 Ey, Euro bro. You have no idea how good you got it over there. I live in a wasteland.

>>483938 Nice, that's some good stuff. Got any more pics?

>>483961 Its the worst cycle a man can face. A fate worse than death. But not worse than a CIA black site!

>>483969 i enjoy it, by indulging in the depths of alcohol depravity i enjoy a positive change more often than when i was sober, but i would agree with you, it's extremely destructive, every relationship i had i've fucked over at one point or another due to being drunk

>>483957 Nice

>>483974 Yeah, thats how it goes. Then you hit rock bottom. Then you shave your head, loose your mind, and dissociate for months living in a fantasy world.

>>483964 Trust me, I have idea, when the local hotdog seller got killed because she missed a payment to the local gang, my parents decided to move here.

>>483957 There's something sinister and unexplainable about these photos.

>>483976 bro why the fuck egg man gotta be sexy like that

>>483984 What are you from Romania?

>>483985 I think of them as nowhere places. Like snapshots of dreams.

>>483988 Worse, Colombia

>>483992 Yeah I can imagine The Caretaker playing in the background.

>>483997 Would definitely make a fitting soundtrack

>>483996 I'm an american. They don't teach us shit about US imperialism and south american history. What parts of Colombia are fucked? Or is it just everywhere?

>>483980 sounds like a great time to write a book

>>484009 Looks like Rajesh got to it

>>484009 this looks pretty cool, where is it from?

>>484008 I could fill one. Religous trauma, molestation, vicious bullying, neurodivergence, addiction, recovery, relapse, recover, feeling the flesh in your arm flap back and forth as the cold blade slices deep into your arm exposing vessels of blood and pockets of fat. The will to live slaps you like 100 nagasaki bombs as you fumble for 911. Something like that.

>>484012 Eh, some podunk flea market in Norcal.

>>483895 This is the best mannequin pic of the bunch

>>484018 It's pretty good. Gives me Paranoid Android vibes for some reason.

>>483954 Thank you dude. I'm sorry you went through fucked up stuff. For me it's the opposite, I'm a degenerate and I've traumatised myself so it's time for change lol. My own fault of course, but I'm shocked at what I've become. I'm also just... Terrible at degeneracy, if that makes sense. Like I'm bad at degeneracy like I'm bad at video games. I can't handle my weed or booze, I don't get laid, I'm terrible at lying and I am in a perpetual state of guilt that never goes away. It's fucking retarded. Enough with the gooning already, I don't want to feel constant shame anymore.

Yo, there any neurodivergent bro in here? I'm in my 30s and I only got diagnosed with ADHD back in august. Its so fucked up growing up feeling like your broken only to realize that you suffered for no reason. I might also be autistic, but I havent been diagnosed or anything. Either way, this shit sucks.

>>484027 Right here. Feels bad man. I'm so retarded I can't even work but I'm working on it.

>>484002 Everywhere honestly, but I lived in a not paved street in the outskirt of Medellin, so it was really bad there. There are also the guerrilla zones and the Venezuelan border, which are very very dangerous

>>484024 My man! Take care of yourself, be easy on yourself, and surround yourself with individuals who will uplift and support you O7

>>484031 Sometimes I wish I was that far gone. No, I have to work. I have to force myself into this mold that I'll never fit. Jobs are bullshit. I hate mine, and I don't ever want to have another. But were capitalist so my suffering is necessary. But if I kill myself, aha check mate.

Alright, this has been my first day posting on this site, and I've made up my mind: this is my new homebase. I like the vibes. Hopefully most of the people who've migrated will stick around if and when 4chan goes back online.

>>484045 I can't even engage in hobbies. I just exist. It's horrible. Never get to my point it's a nightmare.

>>484032 A life long autistic hyper focus I have is maps and geography. Seriously, I'll waste entire days just dicking around on google maps. I was actually looking at Colombia not too long, and I was blown away by the beauty and majesty of your country. I'm so sorry to hear that its fucked up. I don't know why it is, but if I had to guess, I bet my house us yanks had something to do with it!

>>484047 Good for you dude. This thread is wholesome, but along with the raw honesty of these places comes a lot of nasty shit. I don't fuck with nazis.

>>483791 >>483813 >drinker with black painted nails I miss the days when being a drinker meant being associated with actual men down on their luck. Now it's just a group of faggots

>>484050 Oh, hello me! Effexor, Wellbutrin, and Adderall worked super well! But now you live in a fascist nation. Blast off, its party time! And where the fuck are you?

>>484060 Well maybe I'm the faggot America. I'm not part of the redneck agenda. Eat my whole entire ass.

Yo this thread is getting boring so here's a cool dog.

>>484063 I live in another fascist state. I move more to the left every day (maybe not about some issues but I may change my mind in the future) but we're heading towards a cyberpunk dystopian technocratic fascist future that I'm not exactly happy about.

>>484075 Well you sound like a comrade to me. Now if only I had some vodka.

>>484055 As long as the racism and anti-Semitism doesn't cross over into advocating violence, I couldn't care less about it. Hell, it can't be worse than 4chan. Fuckin morons calling me a tranny or kike any time I disrespect their God Emperor.

>>484075 Here's some Finish film the lab fucked up. If you guess where this is, you are officially God. You won't.

>>484051 Well, USA financed the antiguerrilla fighters (terrorists)and did (still do probably) a little bit of the good old presidential interference (fun fact, some lefties grups where really happy when Trump tried to bring down USAID, and the president himself was scared to know that some of the border patrol agents where on USAID payroll) to get someone of their interest. And obviously, USA is the main buyer of Colombian cocaine, which is what keeps the cartels afloat.

>>484088 Philippines. Also, the lab didn't fuck it up at all. Looks great. Nta btw

>>484084 Okay, yeah sound about right for 4chan. Nazi punks fuck off!

>>484090 Um maybe I'm a little too tipsy tofully get what your laying down, but I don't know, fuck america. We need a Socialist revolution yesterday.

>>484093 Well actually they did! Look up Santa Film. Its not supposed to look like that. But the fucked up results do look very interesting!

>>484104 >But the fucked up results do look very interesting Yeah, this is what I mean. It looks good, so it's only a fuckup in the technical sense. Next time you get your film developed there, just tell 'em to keep doing what they're doing - "just fuck my shit up fam"

Will you ever be this cool? No.

>>484112 Hahaha. Well, I could just do that myself for free!

>>484112 Find me. Where am I?

>>484128 Mongolia

Oh where am I?

>>484137 40 million people live here and the skiing is superb.

>>484143 California? If not for the "40 million" hint, I would have guessed Colorado.

Aight fuck you guys, this thread is dead. Can't say I didn't give you tards some good OC though. Get fucked.

>>484156 Oh shit nevermind, we got one left. yeah I made it real easy. Its tahoe. your looking down into nevada.

>>484156 Fun fact: California has the highest peak in the lower 48. 14500. Suck it CO!

Yo I just opened up some Canadian Ice wine

vaping rn

>>484174 fucking legend

>>484174 blow me some Os bro!

Mmmm Canda, get in me.

>>484169 California's landscape is underrated. People usually just think of Hollywood and all their big cities, but they have some top-tier nature spots. Big Sur has been on my bucket list for a while.

>>484193 Chug chug chug chug

>>484197 Yeah man, I went to school in Hollywood. Fuck that shit. Ca is a big place. Its mostly empty. Fromy my house, I can get up to 8,600 feet in less than two hours.

>>484202 o0o0o nah this shit is GOOOD

Here's 12k feet for ya cunts

This is what it looks like at 12,000 feet at the base of Mt. Whitney. Suck it, none of ya'll gonna make up here.

Aight, I'm out.

>>484179 I did one. Can't do it again.

Ok, almost 2pm already, time to crack one open without getting weird looks from the family

>>484321 BONG.........BONG

>>484193 >painted nails