That aspie woman who made the video on the anorexic thing made a video on the life expectancy of people with Asperger's and has been haunting me since last week. I got drunk at the weekend and had an emotional dysregulative collapse, starting going berserk, and then started thinking it could be times like that I might be able to kill myself, and just how easy it might be, even if I'm not generally depressed. Been feeling marked for death since.
I don't think I've got asperger's either, but my ex tried to convince my that I do.
I don't want to die.