>>48061 you act like i said something like 'have a massive enema and wear the same diaper for hours without changing' instead of something minor like 'watching bluey with a stuffed toy' which plenty of people do regularly

>>48043 You might want a different paci. There are a variety of different shapes and sizes out there, and some definitely fit the mouth better than others

I kinda want to make an old-school 2000s style internet forum for ABDL stuff just as a personal project. I feel so nostalgic over that era of the Internet. Even if no one was using it, it would be cool just to have a little old-school part of the internet maintained. Anyone know how I would go about doing this?

>>48130 Yeah. Set up a phpBB forum and invite people to it

baby bea Anyone know if she quit? her justforfan hasn't been updated in a month.

>>48143 She quit

Okay I know this is going to sound like I'm just typing with one hand, but I'm not: Are we (America) going to get to the point where some kids don't potty train? Not every kid, not even MOST kids, but at least SOME kids never end up learning to use a toilet. Again, I know that this just sounds like a fetish fantasy, but consider the following: -kids in school aren't held to any kind of standards anymore. the combination of teachers not caring, not enough funding, not being allowed to hold kids back if they're dumb or emotionally immature, not being allowed to punish kids because it's racist, not being allowed to teach kids things because history is traumatizing, kids having ADHD/autism/anxiety and being exempt from doing any work or speaking to anyone or making eye contact, etc. -if weird gender stuff is tolerated (kids can be trans/nonbinary/furries), someone wearing diapers could be tolerated due a combination of not wanting to be ableist and also wanting to accept diverse identities -parents (on both sides of the political spectrum, weirdly) feeling like "the state" is indoctrinating their kids and insisting on raising them the way they want and sperging out at PTA or town council meetings if they meet any resistance. -I don't even think it would be because the parent is "lazy", more like the parent is excessively controlling and afraid their kid won't be able to use public bathrooms safely. -Or, kids just get increasingly retarded because they're handed iPads at age 2 any time they make a noise and actually aren't able to potty train because they don't develop normally. "I'm keeping my child in diapers until he's ready to potty train because I don't want to enforce systems of patriarchy and fascism on him." "My child doesn't want to potty train and just wants to keep wearing diapers; fine with me, if anyone else has a problem with it they can suck my 9mm and kiss my white ass." "Trannies rape girls in public bathrooms, so I don't want my daughters going in there alone. They can wear diapers and change in places that are actually safe." "It's actually been shown in holistic homeopathic health studies that 'bathroom pressure' tends to lead to prefrontal cortex shrinkage, so my child isn't going to be subjected to having to 'hold it' at the risk of damaging his root chakra." i KNOW these just seem like fap fuel, but America is so deranged at this point that I really think at least one of these threads/dynamics will be actualized (on a relatively small scale, but it's still insane in a rational/non-fetish context obviously). to be clear, i don't think this is a good thing.

>>45502 Late, but https://anonfile.io/f/EciAvyu8

>>48165 standard mentalist >>48061 check >>48130 adisc. "No those people are retards!!!" ok, good luck

I feel stuck between two conflicting desires. I either want to be rid of this fetish entirely (and all sexual desire, honestly), or to be able to commit to a degenerate fetishist lifestyle where I wear and use diapers as often as possible and engage in things like untraining, posting pics of me in diapers, writing erotica, etc. As it stands now, I get horny, watch porn and jerk off a few times, but don't feel like it's enough and want to do more involved things. However, when I try to do those more involved things, I stop being horny and it feels pointless and I feel turned off by all sexual desire for a few days. Then it comes back and the cycle repeats. I used to have self-loathing about my diaper fetish, but I think I've worked through the majority of that at this point. I'm just wondering if it's something hormonal (I am 30). Within the span of a week I will oscillate between sincerely wanting to try wearing 23/7 (can't do messing, can't do 1-2 specific hours a few days a week, but could basically wear every other moment unbothered) and documenting my diaper life, and feeling no interest in sex whatsoever and, while not wanting to purge, feeling similar to lying on the couch in a food coma after overeating but sexually.

>>48359 Are you only masturbating? If so, you might want to start seeking out someone to have sex with. It can subdue a lot of intense feelings of needing to engage with a fetish

>>48396 i am only masturbating, why would sex change it? the times i have had sex with people, if anything it's made me want to try fetish stuff because i'm like, okay well they're comfortable enough to have vanilla sex shouldn't i see if they're okay with introducing diapers or roleplay?

>>48408 Sex is typically more fulfilling than masturbation and nullifies the need for fetishes, at least for a while. Though if you can find someone who indulges in the fetish as well, that can be much more powerful

>>48448 what does "nullify the need for fetishes" mean. my diaper fetish is "hardwired" as they might say. it's not something i discovered i was into because i found something on deviant art when i was a teenager. it's been there since before i understood what sex was. when i've had sex, it's been "fulfilling" but it absolutely does not nullify my need for diapers.

>>48359 I'm near your age, feel the same way. I have a full-time cg/daddy, but I wait till he's home from work to engage even though I work from home. Honestly, as I've lived this type of life since about 25, and been able to do 24/7 etc, I find it has naturally waned as I've gotten older. I still wear, but idc about masturbating or sex until it has been a week or so. May be hormones, and if so, good. Been busy with a lot more important stuff. I say do whatever you wish now and go all-in because it will inevitably ebb and flow. I'm also someone who was "into" this since being conscious.

>>48451 It means that you may feel less inclined to feel the need for diapers for a while if you have reached sexual fulfillment. Are you saying that you constantly need to be in diapers? Maybe it's something beyond a simple fetish in your case

>>48475 Thanks, this was helpful perspective. >>48477 Having vanilla sex to me is like eating rice and beans every meal. Is that "fulfilling my appetite"? I will not go hungry. But it's not what I would consider "satisfied". I don't constantly need to be in diapers, but I do constantly think about them in sexual situations/contexts/moods. I think I will just jerk off a lot for now. I'm sure it will wane, then come back, then wane. These things are cyclical.

>>48484 That pretty much confirms what I suspected. You seem to be far beyond having a simple fetish

>>48503 I think the phrase I've heard that best describes me is "exclusive paraphiliac", but people tend to use "fetish" to mean anything from a kink to exclusive paraphilia. Also unless English is your second language, your writing style is condescending and arrogant and you aren't being very helpful just dismissive.

So those Goodnites new size XXL are out now.. way better fit for adults where you get a lot more width but also a good inch and a half of height. Mine came today, seems to hold well if you let it out slow. Very comfortable, quiet and dont show under clothes much.

Did this get locked?

>>48546 how absorbent are they compared to, idk, some abenas? The price honestly seems great and I weigh ~120 lbs so it seems like it'd be perfect especially in summer. i know they're kinda in different "weight classes", lol, but just sorta a comparison. I mostly drip anyway other than getting up / sitting down so the let-it-out-slow works out fine there.

I've been wanting these Omutopia diapers from Japan for a long time but it was way to expensive to ship. I just learned Kiddo Diapers has them stocked in the US at a pretty good price for a case of 60.

>>48799 i usualyl lurk but got wasted tonight with my new xxl pack and really they hold like one wetting and im like 160lb. theyre pretty comfy compared to the xl that i usually wear but def lighter than any actual diaper especially ABDL ones

>>48862 dude are you me? I just got some in as well tonight. They fit pretty snug, i am 135, and i am a few drinks in so it would be good to see how they go

4cucks is down probably for good. Get ready for an influx of newfags BO.

>>48993 I doubt there would be an influx large enough to affect us. They will go to more active places like Discord. That always seemed to be the case even when 8chan was at its most active. I will say that this is the most based thing soyparty has ever pulled off.

>>48999 Sitewide, the unique IPs number went from 500~ to picrel

>>48979 ive burned through about 5 and they're so nice. I doubled up after wetting some and poked holes so it leaks into the next one and it was really fun humping and vibing them. Im a bit of a binger but i think I may just consider wearing these 24/7 casually

>>49029 Should have been more specific. I meant /aco/, /d/, /trash/ and whatever boards that had abdl anons. We have a few of them now but much less than what the Discord abdl bunkers would currently have. At least that is my guess. The /v/ and /vyt/ influx is what caused the huge number of refugees and site downtime. It looks like 4chan is going to take a while to fix their shit.

>>49164 Raise of hands who’d be down for such DL simplicity? (Not specifically with me necessarily, can be anyone they know in general)

i'm not gay but at this point, i just don't want anything in my ass. i wouldn't mind cuddling or kissing a diaper boy. human contact is human contact. diaper contact is diaper contact.

>>49240 i'm bi but at this point, i just want something in my ass. i wouldn't mind cuddling or kissing a diaper boy. human contact is human contact. diaper contact is diaper contact.

>>49177 I've been wanting this for a long time but everyone on fetlife is at least a decade older than me and idk where else you meet people into this

>>49266 Would imagine so. As for me, I’m currently 25.

True story: Around like, early 2021 or so, had by this point become diaper curious and by some miracle of luck, in the Save On Foods one person washroom was a package of adult diapers, already opened and left in the corner under the sink. A few on the bottoms were drenched but otherwise, all perfect condition. Took one, and over the next few days of checking back, no one have claimed it not moved it. So, cause I didn’t have a backpack with me at those times, wore a few layered and stuffed a few into the diaper and walked home/hid them elsewhere. This was the best thing to ever happen to me that hasn’t happened again since.